Tonight, I give up asking God to take away my suffering because it seems to me that he never listened. With tears pouring down my eyes, I now instead humbly and wholeheartedly beg for Him to just end my life. I am trapped. I can’t tell if people are being horrible to me or I

Botherance

You said “for the both of you, I am happy” However, I know your heart doesn’t agree I think such utterances are the phoniest It is drama; in reality they really don’t exist   You just want to bother us with your existence Happy? Then you shouldn’t have made an appearance All the smiling faces

Mistrust

My midnights have been terrorizing For years, wretched thoughts tarrying They said you’ll fall if you stare too long That’s why I love my ceiling lifelong   I am feeling weary during the mornings “I will slumber tonight” says I while yawning Hah! How foolish of me to think such, My eyes are wide open,